Solipsus

I’m not a very happy bunny at the moment. As you might be aware, my drama performance was on Wednesday. My life for a couple of days before, I dreamt and breathed drama. And for what? A C grade! 6 marks off a B. I was gutted.

The piece as a whole, with my group was fantastic. A band 1 piece (the highest you can get). I unfortunately, let down my group though. I, according to my teachers and examiner, lost my concentration 3 or 4 times during the funny parts of the piece and made a face which looks as if I was about to burst into tears of laughter. I do not remember doing it, but apparently it happened. I am really dissapointed in myself. For that one accident, I lost 10 marks. I could have been a B.

I talked to my teachers, and I said that I really want to get an A overall this year. They basically said I am going to have to work bloody hard to get an A. T.T For fuck sake, if only I hadn’t had lost my concentration I would have a better chance of getting my A. Grr.

Just a quick plug; My quilting bee quilt is up and open for trading. :D

Ben