Solipsus

It has been a bit of a mixed week, with mixed feelings, but don’t worry it won’t be one of those posts where I say; ‘On Monday, I did this.’ etc. Let’s just say a lot of arguments between family members has taken place, with one also shipping off to move to New Zealand. Kind of sad, but he wasn’t a major part of my life to begin with anyway. :/

My life has basically been put on hold this last week, in order just to get all my school work done. Since starting school last Wednesday, the work has been piled on even though I have fewer lessons. How does that work?! As Amber would know, I haven’t really been doing it anyway, meaning this weekend has been non-stop doing work.

Saying that, I am busy every day next week, and I am not quite sure how I am going to get all my work done. With friend’s 18th birthday, my first photography course (I cannot wait!), work and meditation classes; it may all be becoming a bit too much for me, but then I wanted all of this and I need to be less lazy and just get on with it.

Which is actually the same throughout my life. On Snark, a thread was started about wanting something so bad you would give anything for, and I feel like that about wanting to be a noted Graphic and Web Designer, but that won’t happen with my laid back and sloth attitude. As my mum said, I really need to get my priorities in order, and I think that will all start on Wednesday at my first photography course class.

Well, that was a bit of a mixed post, sorry! I shall be more productive soon with some interesting posts I have lined up.

Ben