Solipsus

This might not be the most earth shattering news to you, and I wouldn’t be at all surprised to hear that you have all thought the same thing. I was lying in bed last night, and began to wonder where my life is heading.

Having finished college for good on Friday, albeit except the 3 exams I have left, I have been shifted from trying to find the right balance between school work, work and Tibia; to now thinking about what I should be doing for the next 3-4 months. I am working a lot recently to try and get some money behind me before going to University on September 1st (trying to stay debt free is going to be interesting), and then I am playing Tibia all the rest of the time. Most people say it is hard to find a balance between work and home, family and friends, etc and I finally understand them.

Whilst the working and playing Tibia all the time is thrilling, I feel like I am not balanced. I feel something missing, and I also feel that it is my yearning to get back into the world wide web, but will it want me back? If Jem were reading this, I wouldn’t be at all surprised if she says I am turning emo, as she has pointed out on many occasion before.

I also thought about taking up the Piano again, just because I think that the piano part of Boston by Augustana is so inspiring and beautiful. That is saying something considering how much I detested the piano when doing my GCSE in Music.

Ben